"You can dream a little dream or you can live a little dream, I'd rather live it 'cuz dreamers always chase but never get it."
I rarely reblog, so most posts are representative of my personal thoughts.
Name is John B, soon to be 21 years of age. Born, raised and still in San Francisco. Going Into my last year at USF.
This serves as the river to which my stream of thought leads. A safe haven for some of my photography, poetry, spoken word and 'journal' entries.
Guess my ethnicity correctly and you get extreme brownie points.
Interests=Baseball, photography, poetry, spoken word, graffiti, sarcasm and anything humerous.
My headphones rest over my ears anytime I am not working or in class, music definitely provides me with the salvation needed from my own thoughts and pestering tasks of the day.
I bore with almost everything and sad to say everyone quickly, music is no exception. I may have grown too familiar with much of my music, making it of less interest. The elements of surprise and anticipation are gone.
HOWEVER, there are certain songs much like certain people I never get tired of and will always want around…have to be in the right mood of course but always loved.
tangent: My mood has been really inconsistent recently… I believe this provoked the desire I am about to describe.
As I rode the bus and watched 100’s of images whizz by, I wished I was a character in a music video. One of those cheezy videos, where all is well and life is nothing but fun. Only to be awakened when someone presses play, my life would only be living life to a asweet melody. Happy existence.
… I’m so messed up in the head haha
I think it is funny that people get so upset when you sign off on them, sometimes you just got to go. My best friends and I sign off on each other without saying bye, we even can go weeks without talking and pick it right back up like we had been talking daily. Guess that is the beauty of true friendship.
to stop settling.
For the majority of my life it seems I have settled for what/who was easy and/or convenient. Never giving much thought to whether I merited better. The gratification after finally obtaining what you have truly put work into, is unmatched value. Time to put in work…
here comes the new John début.